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feel ko lng magpost ..
kc nainggit ako dun sa
blog ng 2mercs..
naaus na ,
eh itong sakin hnd pa ..
hahaha!
ucgeh .
GUDNYT!!
FYI . d ako namamlastik sa GROUP nio .
okay?
dont judge me ..
but if you thought im the one who is PLASTIK,
you thought wrong.
and i thought most of you ARE my friends
but i was wrong.,
they're the one who is talking behind me or at my back or what you call
BACKSTABBER!!
okay. don't tell others that my guy friend is a plastik,
you dont even know him that much,
ok?
maybe you're the PLASTIK??
bwahhaha!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
part2
*sometimes you have to sacrifice your happiness so that he can then be someone else's source of happiness and in that, you'll know that your love is true because you've loved unconditionally.
*BOY:Laro naman tay0.
GIRL:Ano naman laro?
BOY:Kahit an0 basta wag lang taguan
GIRL:bakit naman?
BOY: because a girl like you is impossible to find.
*At some point y0u realized that y0u have done so much already f0r some0ne that the only possible step to do is to leave them aloneLove doesnt ask "why?"for it is a reason itself.Love doesnt ask "what if"for it is willing to take risks.Love doesnt ask "until when?"for it knows only forever.
*Sometimes..people choose to leave..not because of selfish reasons..
But they just know..
that things will get worseif they'll stay..
It is hard to move on fom the past..
not neccessarily because your in love with the person..but because your in love with his memories..
*Moving On..
just two words.
About a second to blurt out,but can be a million years to achieve.
The more you try to get over, the more he is invading the mind and heartso believe it or notthere's no such thing as moving onit's just a matter of getting used to itto put it in one word"numb"
*Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you, you're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is 'cause he's choosing every day not to be with you.
*If you’re getting pushed awaydon’t hold on tighter..letting go when you’regetting pushed awayis the only way he will feelwhat it’s like without you..even though it’s the hardestthing to do…
*"There are times that I miss the feeling of being inlove. But each time I recall how much it hurts, I'd rather choose to miss it.. Than to feel it..""It's better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and just get no response.."
*You know what hurts?
It's when someone made you feel special yesterday, but made you are the most stupid person today.
How can you simply forget that someone if he has given you so much to remember?
I have learned to stop loving someone. unfortunately, im starting to learn not to love anyone else too..
SHE KNOWS: his last name. his bestfriends. what he eats. what he wears. what instrument he plays. where he hangs out. what classse he's in.
HE KNOWS: her first name.I hate people who breaks promises.
But I hate myself more for eventhough the promise was already broken, I still expect it to be done..
I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we dont have.
Some of us would rather have that something than absolutely nothing..
But the truth is..to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.
*BOY:Laro naman tay0.
GIRL:Ano naman laro?
BOY:Kahit an0 basta wag lang taguan
GIRL:bakit naman?
BOY: because a girl like you is impossible to find.
*At some point y0u realized that y0u have done so much already f0r some0ne that the only possible step to do is to leave them aloneLove doesnt ask "why?"for it is a reason itself.Love doesnt ask "what if"for it is willing to take risks.Love doesnt ask "until when?"for it knows only forever.
*Sometimes..people choose to leave..not because of selfish reasons..
But they just know..
that things will get worseif they'll stay..
It is hard to move on fom the past..
not neccessarily because your in love with the person..but because your in love with his memories..
*Moving On..
just two words.
About a second to blurt out,but can be a million years to achieve.
The more you try to get over, the more he is invading the mind and heartso believe it or notthere's no such thing as moving onit's just a matter of getting used to itto put it in one word"numb"
*Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you, you're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is 'cause he's choosing every day not to be with you.
*If you’re getting pushed awaydon’t hold on tighter..letting go when you’regetting pushed awayis the only way he will feelwhat it’s like without you..even though it’s the hardestthing to do…
*"There are times that I miss the feeling of being inlove. But each time I recall how much it hurts, I'd rather choose to miss it.. Than to feel it..""It's better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and just get no response.."
*You know what hurts?
It's when someone made you feel special yesterday, but made you are the most stupid person today.
How can you simply forget that someone if he has given you so much to remember?
I have learned to stop loving someone. unfortunately, im starting to learn not to love anyone else too..
SHE KNOWS: his last name. his bestfriends. what he eats. what he wears. what instrument he plays. where he hangs out. what classse he's in.
HE KNOWS: her first name.I hate people who breaks promises.
But I hate myself more for eventhough the promise was already broken, I still expect it to be done..
I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we dont have.
Some of us would rather have that something than absolutely nothing..
But the truth is..to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.
Quotes for broken hearted .. part1
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You, Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You, Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You
Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.
My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.
Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
wahehe...3p lang,!...gf ni JOSEf..
OHMYFUCKINGGOD.Seriously, I am THIS close to stabbing some random stranger. What the fuuuck. He couldn`t answer. WHY COULDN`T HE ANSWER? If I was in his place I would`ve given an answer in 2 seconds flat. Okay, I`m convinced that this is no longer paranoia. I HATE THIIIIS. ALL OF THIS. Thank you to those who post conversations. I am learning more and more. And you can bet that it`ll make my decisions easier for me.I CANNOT GET OVER THIS. I SIMPLY CANNOT.I KNEW IT. It`s either he already likes her or he`s going to like her. FUCKING FLIRT. AND OHMYGOD, HAS ANYONE NOTICED THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER? It`s how two people who share "something special" look at each other. Motherfuckingshit.My eyeliner is smudged and I look like a fucking madman on the loose. And I have been smoking like hell. Lung cancer,anyone? I`m practically burning with RAGE.Tell me, HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST MY BOYFRIEND WHEN HE`S ACTING LIKE A COMPLETE ***?Thank you world for completely screwing me over. I can now die,thankyouverymuch.And to think I had a dream last night that Big Brother gave me 20 minutes with Eli cause it was our monthsary. HAHAHAHA.TAKE NOTE: I`m laughing not cause I`m happy but cause I have lost my mind.Now, EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHING.Putangina. Killmenow.
JOSEF naman, how could you?I cannot believe this. I cannot fucking believe this.All I can say is WHAT THE ***. Seriously. I will not say mean things about that girl here, I`ll just keep them to myself. But really, what the ***. Sooper boy d mo Eli.I can`t believe this. No, I can`t believe YOU. You`re such a disappointment. I knew that this Pbb thing would be a bad idea.And yes, I was right.DOESN`T SHE HAVE A BOYFRIEND??AND MAYBE IT SLIPPED HIS MIND BUT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND TOO.What the ***. Putangina. Wala na. While watching that scene, I couldn`t help but cry.Understand me, I am waiting. But I don`t exactly know if I`m waiting for something. Yun pala wala na tapos mukha nalang akong *** dito.I don`t know how I`m supposed to feel. Up until today, I was so sure that he was mine no matter what happens inside Pbb. But now, I`m not sure about anything anymore.Yes, maybe it`s the pain talking or the bitterness, but every word I say right now shows how I`m really feeling. Because right now, I don`t know how I feel. Here I am again, back at square one. I`m stuck in a rut and I have no idea how to get out of it. Good luck to me sleeping tonight. No, good luck to me on getting past this.I was okay with the whole Pbb thing, I really was. Well, duh. I`m working my ass off just to promote Eli. AND TAKE NOTE: I`M NEVER NORMALLY LIKE THIS. ONLY NOOOW. And this is how he repays me? :I am hurt. I am BEYOND hurt. Hurt is an understatement. I am not being petty, believe me.I know Eli, I know pag may dinidiskartehan siya. And we started off as best friends. AND NOW THEY`RE "BEST FRIENDS"?? HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?Now his words mean *** to me. They really do. I let him join because I trusted him and I was sure that he loved me. Now, I don`t know anymore. Well, fine. He may have my name on his arm, but really, does that mean ANYTHING AT ALL now?I`m just frustrated,okay? I just want to let this all out. I just want to vent. I just want to be alone and cry my eyes out. I just want him back.PUTANGINA TALAGA.Pero to all my friends and to all my new found friends (Eli`s fans.) :Thank you. Seriously, thank you. Your comments and text messages cheered me up. But I`m still fucked up, but nevertheless, they meant something. Sorry to those who texted tapos di ako nagreply, I`m too torn up to reply. But sooper thank you. Sa lahat ng magandang comments and sa lahat ng advices. Sa lahat din ng positive messages. I love you all for that. But right now, I just need time to think and asked myself if this is what I really want.Jesus Christ, help me. I don`t know what the hell I want anymore. I don`t understand him. Usually, I can read his mind. But now, malabo na eh. Lahat malabo na.*** THIS LIFE.I thought he`d be different. UGHHHH. I don`t want to tell Peter in the end na, "sana nakinig nalang ako sayo." I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT HE`S DIFFERENT. I DO. BUT NOW, THAT`S NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLE. I am broken right now. And I need to straighten my thoughts because really, this is unacceptable to me. It really is. I may or may not eat my words after a day or two, but right now, THIS is how I feel. I FEEL SHITTY. And I have every right to throw a *** fit right now cause I hate what I`m seeing. And I hate the way I`m feeling.And Eli, why can`t I read your mind?WHYYYY?I have a million questions with no answers. I want to shoot myself in the head cause I`ll be up all night asking myself, WHY.You know I love you. Oh God, at least I THINK you know that.This is bullshit. It really is.But after all that`s been said and done, you know you`ll always be my number one. :(I just want to escape reality. Take me away, please? :(Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on (and on and on and on)Slow things down or speed them up,Not enough or way too much, (and on and on and on)How are you when i'm gone?So cut my wrists and black my eyes (cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you killed me,You know you do, you kill me well, you like it too and I can tell,You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words,I love you is all she heard,I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
JOSEF naman, how could you?I cannot believe this. I cannot fucking believe this.All I can say is WHAT THE ***. Seriously. I will not say mean things about that girl here, I`ll just keep them to myself. But really, what the ***. Sooper boy d mo Eli.I can`t believe this. No, I can`t believe YOU. You`re such a disappointment. I knew that this Pbb thing would be a bad idea.And yes, I was right.DOESN`T SHE HAVE A BOYFRIEND??AND MAYBE IT SLIPPED HIS MIND BUT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND TOO.What the ***. Putangina. Wala na. While watching that scene, I couldn`t help but cry.Understand me, I am waiting. But I don`t exactly know if I`m waiting for something. Yun pala wala na tapos mukha nalang akong *** dito.I don`t know how I`m supposed to feel. Up until today, I was so sure that he was mine no matter what happens inside Pbb. But now, I`m not sure about anything anymore.Yes, maybe it`s the pain talking or the bitterness, but every word I say right now shows how I`m really feeling. Because right now, I don`t know how I feel. Here I am again, back at square one. I`m stuck in a rut and I have no idea how to get out of it. Good luck to me sleeping tonight. No, good luck to me on getting past this.I was okay with the whole Pbb thing, I really was. Well, duh. I`m working my ass off just to promote Eli. AND TAKE NOTE: I`M NEVER NORMALLY LIKE THIS. ONLY NOOOW. And this is how he repays me? :I am hurt. I am BEYOND hurt. Hurt is an understatement. I am not being petty, believe me.I know Eli, I know pag may dinidiskartehan siya. And we started off as best friends. AND NOW THEY`RE "BEST FRIENDS"?? HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?Now his words mean *** to me. They really do. I let him join because I trusted him and I was sure that he loved me. Now, I don`t know anymore. Well, fine. He may have my name on his arm, but really, does that mean ANYTHING AT ALL now?I`m just frustrated,okay? I just want to let this all out. I just want to vent. I just want to be alone and cry my eyes out. I just want him back.PUTANGINA TALAGA.Pero to all my friends and to all my new found friends (Eli`s fans.) :Thank you. Seriously, thank you. Your comments and text messages cheered me up. But I`m still fucked up, but nevertheless, they meant something. Sorry to those who texted tapos di ako nagreply, I`m too torn up to reply. But sooper thank you. Sa lahat ng magandang comments and sa lahat ng advices. Sa lahat din ng positive messages. I love you all for that. But right now, I just need time to think and asked myself if this is what I really want.Jesus Christ, help me. I don`t know what the hell I want anymore. I don`t understand him. Usually, I can read his mind. But now, malabo na eh. Lahat malabo na.*** THIS LIFE.I thought he`d be different. UGHHHH. I don`t want to tell Peter in the end na, "sana nakinig nalang ako sayo." I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT HE`S DIFFERENT. I DO. BUT NOW, THAT`S NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLE. I am broken right now. And I need to straighten my thoughts because really, this is unacceptable to me. It really is. I may or may not eat my words after a day or two, but right now, THIS is how I feel. I FEEL SHITTY. And I have every right to throw a *** fit right now cause I hate what I`m seeing. And I hate the way I`m feeling.And Eli, why can`t I read your mind?WHYYYY?I have a million questions with no answers. I want to shoot myself in the head cause I`ll be up all night asking myself, WHY.You know I love you. Oh God, at least I THINK you know that.This is bullshit. It really is.But after all that`s been said and done, you know you`ll always be my number one. :(I just want to escape reality. Take me away, please? :(Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on (and on and on and on)Slow things down or speed them up,Not enough or way too much, (and on and on and on)How are you when i'm gone?So cut my wrists and black my eyes (cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you killed me,You know you do, you kill me well, you like it too and I can tell,You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words,I love you is all she heard,I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
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